Will he have me?
He had me, he has been having me
He will have me in my ashes
Infact, he will will turn me to ashes before that
or much before that
even if I am untouched throughout.
Still I ask, will he have me.
Then I ask myself,
what have I got and what has he got.
‘He’ is just an ideology
I am creating a new.
Somewhere he has admitted
and so somewhere he has diluted to skin and bones
as that is the maximum love after ‘I love’.
Somewhere, I should too.